A Pause & A Wish

Flight KE 672 to Seoul

Gate C 10

Seat no. 50E

This was the flight that brought about a whole new chapter in my life. The plane departed KLIA at 11.30pm and arrived in Seoul by 10.oo am the next day. We were promised an Airbus... but we got into a 737 instead. There goes in-flight gaming and movies~~

" Why do you wanna stop your studies and go for an exchange?"

"Why risk your second year for Korea?"

"Remember to get me some gifts. I'll be waiting."

"Why didn't you tell us earlier?!"

"Will you be able to continue with the same motivation and dedication when you return?"

" We will support you in your decision. Just be confident!"

"Why South Korea? If it was the UK or some other country I'll be ok with it. But why Korea?"

"Just make sure you know what you are doing?"

" Enjoy your trip there and remember to keep in contact."

"What is your real intention to go to Korea?"

"Is it ok if i go with you?"

These were some voices I got from friends, families, and lecturers. Some were encouraging, some soil the will and hopes of the experience.

I had never expected such decision could mean so much nor could it collapse onto another's life, making them questions your intention, your purpose, your desire.

I was surprised how many questions were thrown at me.

I was surprised to know some were there to support while some shun and got enraged.

I know some were sad while some were disappointed. There may be some who where glad.

I know they were proud and wished me the best.

I know one who felt blessed.

"I have made the decision and it wasn't easy for me either. Do not assume for one minute I do not think of you, or my studies. Do not assume I am selfish and immature. Do not assume I did it out of conformity. Do not assume I do not know how to lead my LIFE. I do not expect anything from you, but at least if you must, give me your smile."

Since I have been here, there isn't a tint of regret that lingers. Instead, I have a vast horizon of opportunities staring at me. I have adventure coming for me at every

turn. I have another chance of making my singular life a fruitful one.

But as Humans, I do feel the void of space around me. Here in the land of strangers, its difficult. I know now how it feels like to wonder a foreign land alone. I know now the feelings of friends from a far away country, pursuing their life in Sunway.

We feel quite empty. I feel empty once in a while. I knew from the start th

e risks. What I gambling with. One of those gamble is my friends. Thanks for being with us till the train took us away. Thanks for being there and giving us company. We hope what we'v done would benefit you. And we only pray for one thing and only one wish.

This is from US.

"Whatever life may throw at you, or when troubles may come in your way, or when a moment of grief and depression arises; Promise us this: That you will be a better you and the same you as when we left and last saw you on that teary night. This is Our only prayer and hope."

We will return and play back from the point we left off. And hopefully, we will move together.